Wednesday, April 20, 2011

Rollar coaster


When I look back at last week's post, I can get so frustrated. We have had to increase Zach's medication again this week. We were noticing very small spasm activity and with this type of seizure, it has to be completely eradicated. Also Zach has become very fussy (crying/screaming); it's another side effect of the IM med he's on. And when it happens throughout the night...ugh! So we have started him again on Valium, but this time with a little Morphine. Bye-bye to my smiley baby, for now.

Tomorrow Craig and I will be visiting the cemetery.

Thinking back a year ago, Good Friday, we found out that our precious baby would have some serious challenges in this life. We thought, at that time, that we would be having a special needs baby. Instead, the Lord has chosen to bless us with a terminal baby. For some odd reason, typing that word terminal made me think of an airport. Zach is not here to stay. He's on his way to heaven and God has allowed him for a time to have a layover here with us.

Praise to the One who conquered death. Remember Him this Easter season.

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